On the Road to Recovery

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Okay so like any other person who has been super busy with work, and jobs and stressing about the normal daily life things like money, and relationships, and time. It has all gotten too much for me, and although Uni has now finished, and all I have left is my job. With the time in-between finishing Uni, and waiting til I can go on holiday. I have been a right mess. 

However today I finally feel so much better, and whether that be because I finally got to have a chat with someone other than Ben, while he is away, or whether it be because I have finally come to the conclusion that things will be okay, and there is no need for me to worry because no matter what happens I can't control the outcome. 

I know things will be fine, and that there are so many good things that I am doing this summer, and so the small worrying things are insignificant, and shouldn't be stressing me out at all. 

I know this blog hasn't been used in a while, and I know that has been down to me loosing quite a lot of inspiration, and the problems talked about before. Hopefully I will be able to get back in to it. I have a few posts I would like to do, so hopefully there will be some coming out soon.


Either way, I hope you are all having a good day, and if not that's okay. It just means a fresh start again tomorrow. 

xo

Where Have I Been ?

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I have got to tell the truth. These past couple of months have been really tough, and although I have been very busy, and not posting very much. I have been very much dealing with something that is widely known. Anxiety.

Now this is not to get attention, but more to bring attention. When I was growing up, I went through a lot of things, moving around, separation, and the normal teenage school years. Over this time all the problems, and events, seemed to have not been dealt with properly, or I thought that I was handling things fine. I now know that maybe it wasn't all that. 

Anxiety is a mental health issue, and is becoming more of a common occurrence, as people have the biggest pressures thrust upon them, through school or family. Although my anxiety has yet to be pinpointed, and fully sorted out. I wish I had spoken to someone earlier about things, whether it be a counselor, or just pastoral support at church. Anxiety, along with many other mental health problems should not be brushed aside so lightly. These problems could spiral out of control, and the pressure of gaining the control back will just put more pressure on you. 

I know so many people already out on the internet who have shared their experience, like Zoella and Tanya. As well as many people close to me. They all have their ways to cope, and tackle it. Hopefully I will find mine. 

Even if not many people read this, this is for you who do read this. If you know someone dealing with anxiety or any other mental health issue, or if you yourself are dealing with such an issue, my best advice is to talk about it, and you never know what might happen, you might just be on the right path to be able to cope, or do things that you couldn't do before. 

xo